im s0rry...,

i feel terribly guilty...,

berd0senye aq.., she has d0ne so many thing 4 me but its me who g0t a blind eyes n heart easily blamed her..., its her dat all diz while really cares b0ut her frenz feeling..,

she is s0 nice.., i cant seen it all diz while c0z she loves 2 make her fake smile dat makes evryb0dy thinks dat it is nothing..,

i d0nt wanna break or hurt her feelings anym0re..., i'll try my best by make her happy..,

not a "fake happiness" anym0re..., i'll make sure of it..,

n0b0dy g0nna hurt her..., n0b0dy g0nna make her feel terrible....including me...,

i'll make sure of it...,

i luv u ct fatma nadya!!

now i know.., dat there's stil a fren dat really cares b0ut me..,

dat kn0ws what i want.., dat rteally appreciate diz frenship even i hurt her many times..,

it's not dat my 0ther frens d0esnt cares bout me but i see d one dat really cares b0ut me is she..,

yes, i admit it dat d other cares bout me but as i say, d one dat i see dat really cares bout me is she..,

n she is SITI FATIMAH NADIA BINTI RAHIMAN...,

after i read her blog juz now, i know dat she really cares b0ut my feeling...,

how im g0nna feel when she do diz, she done dat.... everything!!

but its me dat sometimes see dat she is d one dat always hurt me!

im s0rry, yaya.., i admit it dat all diz while, i think all d bad comes from u...,

c0z in our frenship fr0m what i saw all diz while dat u always hurt, d0esnt care b0ut me..,

n sometimes, i'll ask myself.., do u hate me? dont u wanna be fren anym0re??

tp persepsi n tnggapan 2 sume da b'akhir.., sbb aq tau sape kwan aq yg sbnrnye skang niyh...,

thanx fatimah!!! t0k sgale yg ko uat t0k aq selame niyh!!!

aq akn cube t0k fham ko lpas ni.., (aq x jnji tp aq akn cube, ye??)

fieza....,

i wanna make a change in my frenship but i think nobody cares b0ut it...,

why fieza is being like dat???

sometimes she will be fine n i like her way..,

but sometimes she will change n make me feel she is 'something'!

or only me dat feel dat way...,

yaya is okay wif me n0w.., she knows how 2 talk 2 me n how 2 behave wif me...,

but now, fieza is..... i d0nt know how 2 explain..,

if she mad at me c0z im always make a face when she says smethng b0ut kamil, im n0t being like dat anym0re...,

when she says smethng n cant pickup, she will explain 2 me wif d way like im s0 stupid..,

i kn0w dat she is clever then me but at least, respect me as her fren..,

i kn0w dat maybe smetimes i didnt respect her as my fren but dat bc0z she d0 d same thing 2 me...!!

i'll do d same thing 2 0thers if they d0 smethng 2 me..,

im always thnking b0ut diz..., is she mad at me???

is she hates me??

is she d0esnt like me but why??

i juz d0nt kn0w h0w 2 ask her...,

c0z she is juz like me n fatima.., (cepat melenting)

maybe diz is d way i can asks her...,

fieza, answer me when u read diz entry...,

i really need 2 kn0w why u behave like diz wif me while when u wif fatima, u never sh0w diz kind of attitude..,

answer me...,